hey you. I need you, buddy.

I cannot put this onto words. But it must have begun when I first saw you. I've known that you'd come and break my heart. A love that doesn't surprise much. A love that doesn't get my heart racing nor break my heart. A love that complains of boredom occasionally. Although this kind of love is ordinary, do you know that I want to experience it? As it makes me hate you when you ignore me. And I don't want to continue, but you already knew that I can't live without you. Because I don't want to burden you, even now I stay by your side with sadness. You want to say some other things, but what if I were to tell you first that I loved you? I wonder what kind of expression you will have then. 

             

aha, selamat pengantin baru yeah!!

moga dpt anak rama-ramai. HEHE

Monday , 21022011

Went to KLCC with Barbie and Alya which later we wait fer Zul and Hafiz (blanje birthday) to come over
dan tiket NO STRING ATTACHED at 7.20pm burned due to kelewatan Haf. wuu sedeh sy taw!

tapi ttp tgk wyg jgk. hee tp cite laen la,
and this is it. Sanctum.
which in another word, OHMAIIGODDDDDDDDDD, CERITA NI BEST NK MAMPOS!!!!!!

best gilaa wei. tak tahu nk describe cmne lagi

awesome man.

ya allah, talentednya mereka!!

hehe sy suka sume gamba ni.

best

dan best

dan best lagi

dan yg sgt best

dan em yummy kachaknyee, HAHA

dan awesome!

dan pendukung watak. hahaha

si handsome dan jahat , Ioan Gruffud

dan hes my superhero, Richard Roxburgh.

hee dan ini klimaksnya, yg paling hensem dan terbaik 

Rhys Wakefield.

Sumpah sape belum tgk, WAJIBUL tengok!!!!

em ada sape2 nk blanje sy tgk ni lagi tak?

HAHA

u-LALA di KLCC.

da tgk. 

sangattttt LAWAK!

da tgk jgk. 

haha lawak 2 kali ganda

kwn wyg ; Farok, Meor, Miaw, Zana, Huhu, Bella dan Norden

(11.02.2011)

ahh cite yg sgtlaa best.

kwn wyg ; Barbie

(18.02.2011) alang2 pergi baya Berokben Maxis yg da lama I hutang.

HAHA

dan pelakon yg sgt hensem dlm THE RITE

hem tegoda lagi.

The very talented senior in casting, Anthony Hopkins and ohmaigoddd kachaknya, Colin O'Donoghue

I nk you bole tak syg?!

dan selepas tu jumpe Kaklang di LRT Wangsa Maju dan berjalan ke JJ WM dan shopping! 

em lepas tu jugak, kopak purse aku. haish =.='

cerita zaman SEKOLAH RENDAH.

Currently watching Kondom Hosp ( HAHA Kingdom Hosp lah)
Cite ni seram gila. Waktu zaman arwah Ibu ade lagi which is to be estimated about 10 years ago.
hehe ade org kt UIA ni jual cite2 best yg dorg copy ke DVD.
ape lagi I beli lah nyahh!!!

okey mamat ni maseh kachak even da tua kerepot.
oh man, I tgh ckp pasal you lah Andrew McCarthy. lalalala

iloveyou Dokter hensem!

haha kachak kan dia even da tua.

hem mcm mane la aku tak jatoh cinta.

haish!

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Seriously i mean it. I dont need FRIENDS if they were made to lie. Thank you so much.

Dear Yani, hope you're doing great so far.

I'm sory.

saya hanya sangat sedih...

saya agak membosankan lately, mungkin sbb byk masalah. =(

I'm sory,sy xboleh bg yang terbek tok awak.

Dear Awak tersayang,

maaf kalau terungkit kisah lepas.

tapi yang pasti,kisah lalu sangat pedih unt sy lupakan.

spt baru smlm, sy menangis,meraung,merane,kecewe.

Awak tolong la jauhi dia,

dia masih sgt cintakan awak,

dia nak awak.

sy nak awak juge.

sy xpinta utk awak PILIH saya,

saya sgt bersyukur.

mungkin awak takdir sy.

mungkin sbb itu kite masih bersama smpi kini.

saya pasrah segala yang berlaku,

I'm fighting life 4 u.

yes i do, coz i love u so much.

Dear wanita,

ckuplah.

awak menang.

awak kuat.

awak boleh bunuh sy.

kalo itu yg awak nak.

dan kalo itu takdir sy.

So i caught this blog the owner is Noorliyani .

Aku tahu kaw sgt tabah skrg.

Please be good, May Allah Bless.

Whover you mean it to be, DIA mmg kejam.

I want More, Love.

IWatch me as I dance under the spotlight-
Listen to the people screaming out more and more,
'Coz I create the feeling that keep 'em coming back,
Yeah, I create the feeling that keep 'em coming back,
So captivating when I get it on the floor.

Know y'all been patiently waiting, I know you need me, I can feel it,
I'm a beast, I'm an animal, I'm that monster in the mirror,
The headliner, finisher, I'm the closer, winner.
Best when under pressure one second's left I show up.

If you really want more, scream it out louder,
If you're on the floor, bring out the fire,
And light it up, take it up higher,
Gonna push it to the limit, give it more.

Get up both your hands, I'm in the zone, tight!
Put 'em in the air, if you want more (and) more,
Cos I can't wait to feel it.
I go hard, can't stop,
But if I stop then just know that imma bring it back,
Never quittin' on believin' that.

Know y'all been patiently waiting, I know you need me, I can feel it,

I'm a beast, I'm an animal, I'm that monster in the mirror,
The headliner, finisher, I'm the closer, winner.
Best when under pressure one second's left I show up.

If you really want more, scream it out louder,
If you're on the floor, bring out the fire,
And light it up, take it up higher,
Gonna push it to the limit, give it more.

If you really want more, scream it out louder,
If you're on the floor, bring out the fire,
And light it up, take it up higher,
Gonna push it to the limit, give it more.

Gonna push it to the limit, give it more

.

For the past two months, i've been listening to the same song all over again.

Thanks, Usher Raymond,

ohh. How I miss you Buddy

Aww. thanks to Rush sbb bg Bella something which i think so sweet lah syg.

if bole, i would like to quote this to an OLD FRIEND of mine.
You used to be this sweet and romantic, oh dear, how I miss YOUUU!!
Damn i miss Nilai and those freaky. sweet, bitchy, funny memories of yours ( you and me)
Takpelah, I tak kesah, things happened long time ago. Tak patut ingat balik kan kan kan??
cheers, Megi.

" Your touch can set me on fire, YOU make me smile all the time, YOU make me laugh out loud, YOU listen to all the silly things I have to say, YOU seem to understand me, even though I'm not making a lot of sense, YOU never fail to brighten up my day, with YOU, I feel comfortable, secure and stronger, YOU always know what's on my mind. MOMENTS spent with YOU are always magical. YOU let me be myself. YOU believe in me, and make me believe in myself. YOU make me feel like my dreams will always come true. YOU're the MOST IMPORTANT PERSON in the worold to me! Everything about YOU is AMAZING to me , oh love, YOU're the one I love! "

awwww. Heres the gift!

Sweet kan kann??!!!!
Sorry Rush fer uploading this.

which me also hoping someone would give me this,

tapi I kan takde org nak. Kesian tak dpt ape-ape from sape-sape. 

hah ini lah padahnya jadi lesbian. =.='

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA pecah perot aku!

hahaha so alkisahnya, Nana dan Barbie baru tgk cerita Hantu Mak Limah Balik Rumah kt laptop which aku amek kt Wani mlm td yg menurut Wani, tak lawak langsung.

And ; HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA mcm sial aku n Barbie gelak.

haha lantaklah cite ni da lame.

sepatutnya ktorg sume ikot je bila Meor ajak dulu

HEHE WALAUPUN SUME TAK JADI PON PEGI KLCC ;)

Oke so heres the deal, yg paling lawak is bila K.Limah bepaut kt kaki Azman.

hahaha. peringatan kpd Wani, cerita neh mmg lawak wei!!!

haha, 5stars baby!

my MISTAKES?

Always thinking on which mistake i've suffered the most which that certainly means the worst sin i've ever made.

Not taking those 'ehem-ehem' into account. Apparently, and yet still wanna make it CLEAR, this was so about MONEY. Undeniable that i've spent too much my PTPTN loan, since the opening of midsem-break which is to be estimate was two weeks ago. N yeah, tak tipu, aku lah pelajar paling miskin ye sekarang.

1st day bukak midsem break, me and Alya da pegi joli teruk gila kt Pavilion. Tapi, the best part is, my gf and me were having a super fun!!
Daring facts ; Keluar naik cab from UIA to Lrt Gombak during maghrib. HAHA. Hem bukan kitorg tak hormat wktu maghrib, tp ktorg mmg da sgt terlewat nak pergi joli. Tapi puas jugak lah setelah sekian lama  tahan dari pergi enjoy. Smpai Pavi dlm kul 8bley. Ktorg betul2 pergi tempat yg dah awal2 ktorg aim je. FOREVER21 and COTTON ON. Which were just next-to-next. Smpai2 je kt UIA dlm kul 11.50pm. Yang sebenarnya tak baik untuk *anak dara* seperti kami merewang2 til midnight, haha.

Well Allia Ammanda ; You're my very best BITCHIYNOM!

dan selepas itu, hari2 aku diliputi rasa sengsara exam yg rasanya aku je yg pasti akan dapat TELOR AYAM.
Oh God, betul ke aku amek undang-undang ni? Well LAW is my passion, was and still.
Thanks to a US- Law Drama : PHILLY  : D
Though in US the tv series get low rating on it, but it has changed my view on law, and subsequently turns my passion into something involving rules and laws.

oh Goddd, i wish you will know how hard to get this image on Google

haha due to the not-so-rating kann.

Im sorry, but I will do my very best in order to get finish up my degree in law. hee

And yeah, on last week , last Thursday, me and the whole bunch of the oo-la-la bestfriend pergi International Humanitarian Conference which was the speech given by Dr. M and my fav lecturer a.k.a My Gummy Bear.
Which i guessed many student in Tort Law class were upset because Dr. Naqib was inviting lebih kurang 10 student je which err *cukop2 geng ktorg? (HAHA itu kata2 Izanee since dia tak dpt pegi jugak) hehehe

hehe sebernarnya i tahu je korg marah tak dpt join sbb nk tgk Mahathir je kann kann kannn? Lalalala.

haha and!...... believe it or not,  aku pkai jugakla nyahh heel which i bought from Forever21 yg ala-ala tgh sale tu kan..

the Booob-o heels a.k.a kasot gajah kate si Barbie, haish

again di atas, kasot gajah. HAHA

awww, but aku stil syg kaw balkis walaupun kaw kutok heels aku. 

HAHA. aww, mi amorrr my buddy!

dan ini tatkala segala kejadian yg berlaku ketika di Rectory, IIUM.

Which this was my first visit kt sana! hehe buat malu je taw

(maaf MEORR! hehe nnti org masok gmba kamu juga!)

 haha sgt Boys over Flower tawwww

choyy. haha

hehe nk buat mcm mane, dah sumenye gila kamera.

begamba lah. ape lagi.

though lif tu tgh sesak dan tak larat nk angkut ktorg turun. HAHA

kidding syg!

dan inilah kemuncaknya sebenarnya ; 

Semua org nk begamba with this kachak hensem bulat comel mcm Gummy Bear!

hehe tinggi sekejap setelah pkai kasot gajah.

dan Barbie, terujanya dia! 

awww, my fav part ; Doesnt Zana n Gummy look like father and daughter?

wei korg sangat comel tahuuuuu??????

wuu sy jeles senanye. hehe

sbb skali dua kali tiga kali pandang, da mcm patung kt Madam Tussauds.

Woot woot, mcm kt Hollywood lah you allsss ni!

etc ; ini lah kesewelan sahabt2 baik kepada

Sitinurdyana Mohd Sharif.

the very bestie of mine ; Alya Bitchiynom!

haha ni da mcm NurKasih.

ntah ape fesyen statement si Firdaus mggu neh.

from Mon til Fri dia asyik sarung jubah.

hehe nak mandi sekejap, 

da 1 hari tebongkang atas katil tak mandi sbb takde sape nk lyn

euww jijik tak senonoh Nana pengotor busuk! :)

Almaklumlah, Barbie sy keluar dgn Kent dia pergi dating!

hehe korg comel tahu tak???!

Zul dan Barbie ; hehe blutooth senyap2 dr fon dia.

lalala.jgn marah syg.

 bye. nk mandi siap2 g makan dgn my Candy Bear - Zana

keliru?

don't know what I want to be when I grow up

don't know what I'm the best at

don't know what my real purpose is

I just put my life and heart into everything I do

Hopefully that will get me somewhere someday

him.

kisah si perempuan

ok. so i got this one friend.
dia ad gf. tapi tak tahu lah.
gf dia mcm sgt desp.
well paham2 kan.
semua benda if kaw nak kawal.
bkn laki kaw je muak.
ktorg ni yg tertgk kaw pon rasa muak.
haha. tapi takpe.
aku phm. laki kaw hot jgk la kt uia ni.
haha. tp if semua benda pun kaw nk kongsi,
hidup dia mcm da takde privasi.
satu menda aku nasihat,
kesian dia. HAHA
khas buat classmate aku.
lalala.

kosentrasi terganggu

aku nk marah armi sbb duk korek2 pasal AZ mlm td. haish.
haha habes ayat da aku nk jwb.
plus aku mmg tgh membara gila ngn Bangau tu yg duduk dpn aku td, urghh.
rase nk lempang sume org. aku jadi gila.

BENCI SEGALA KETURUNAN KAW, bangau.

today's Quote,

We tend to get to forget that happiness doesnt come as a result of getting something we dont have,

but rather of recognizing and appreciating what we do have.

PTPTN, haish =.='

sitinurdiyanamohdsharif da setel semua.
dia sgt bahagia.
walaupun penjamin cuma sorg, tapi alhamdulillah evrything went so welll. love.love.

Thank you, PTPTN. HAHA



ok so macammacam yg terjadi. urghh

ok lets just talk bout last 2 weeks [15.11.2010] ;

Me, Aref Zackry, and Allia Ammanda went fer a movie watching ; SKYLINE kt Wangsa Walk.
and like i did not expected, that movie such a rubbish fiction. Ntah mane timbulnye alien.
Like aref said ; takde permulaan and pengakhiran cerita.  HAHAHA.
So, lps tgk movie, me n aref hantar Alya to Kl Sentral since she must be in Subang before 7pm,
we were in rush and while then in the car, aref has been a very good Dr Love. HAHA
Dia mmg nasehat Alya kaw-kaw about her love life. thanks to youu lelaki.
Haha hes really a VERY GOOD MOTIVATOR. Lepas balik dari Kl Sentral, aref treat me my
ooh lalala fav ; Mcflurry Oreo. emm sedapp. haha dia blanje pun sbb aku da tongtong duit minyak kete
Myvi hitam ketot dia tu. and dia suka sgt lempang peha gebu sy! damn damn~ lepas tu aref bwk aku
tgk skolah lama dia. HAHA. Selangor International Islamic School, haha unfortunately aref takde ciriciri islamic langsong. blah blah blah.. Then kitorg lalu UIA Gombak,

Nana ; Aref aref jumla masokk. ktew jalan2 tgk!
Aref ; ahh you ingt bole masok dgn u pakai dress pendek nmpak peha?! kalaw pakai selua takpe lagi.

ok, so i get it. nk masok UIA kenelah tutup aurat cik Nana. haish. so, kecundang tak dpt jln2 dlm UIA.
HAHA tp mmg best keluar dgn youuu syg. Though u mmg ske tampa peha i.
Lepas tu Alya called, ckp fcuk fcuk, bpk dia amek lmbt lagi kt Subang. She almost cried, kesian you sygg

thanks guys, rindu nk lepak wit both of you, Nana had such a great time with you guys buddy.

 em itu dia org gila.

 alya syg.

and the next day [16.11.2010] ;
HAHA baru daku teringat sepit rambut bunga tertinggal dlm Myvi Aref.
urgh ok at first dia kata nk bg lepas raya since he wants to send over his car fer services.
tiba2 pukul 3 lbey, he called ckp ; Na i dtg hanta skrg laaa.
pergh aku dah la belum mandi lagi. Mmg rase nk marah. Asyik call suroh cepatt je.
Then he picks me up kt Melati, ktorg g mkn kt nearest Mcd since dua2 tgh starving gila nk mampos.
and ad Mcflurry oreo yg abg Mcd tu letak oreooooo bykkk gilaaaaa!! aww.
then pegi Lrt Gombak, parking kereta makan kt situ. haha buat org len curiga je bedua2an atas kete. haish
so, i went back to Equine Park, Sri Kembangan rumah angah nk raya kan esoknya

 thanks wati darling, kaw mmg buat aku senyum sentiasa (: ily syg

then [17.11.2010] ;
haha rasenye aku tak raya pon. mandi pun lbey kurang 6pm. HAHA
plus tak g mana2 pon, abah n along raya sarawak, kaklang pulak keje.

Lalala.

[18.10.2010] ;
pegi Jusco Setiawangsa. meet kaklang there.Nek Lrt yg sgt tenang sket org.
then we headed to Carrefour Wangsa Maju pulak, ahaha.
dan hari itu, i bought myself 2 new short dress.
ahhh nana mmg sukaaaaa the very short dress with showing off some skin and legs!

so Sabtu [20.10.2010] ;
i texted Aref ckp nk pegi Klcc. borink duk rumah, i asked him to join me,
haha then dia mrajuk, ckp kate nk g tgk Harry Potter dgn i kt Wangsa Walk hari ni.
alolo. then yela2, i said ok and lets go to watch HP.
tp syg sbb tak bole gune student card for discount price, maklumlah tgk hujung mggu.
haha nk pkai student card konon, kad UIA, tp peha putih nmpk sana sini. mmg UIA lah sgtt.
dan lepas tgk, dia membebel mcm org tua ckp kecewa dgn cerita kesygn dia tu. haha
pottt pett pott pett dia membebelbebel. LALALA.And,aref bwk aku g mkn KFC. haha dia blanje, wuhoo.
sedap kenyang perot buncit betaaaa!!
and we drive thru at McD beli Mcfluryy sy. (:
dan dia pun hantar sy kembali pulang ke Melati.

pfft*

sunday [21.11.2010] ;
abg najib bwk pegi makan di Jusco. Lalala lapa wehh.
then we went to Fahrenheit, Uniqlo. makk, they served a very kind of soo gooood clothing. emm
and again that day i owned another two dress.one of them was from Uniqlo. hee~

hee kikilala

[22.11.2010] ;
dan hari isnin i went back to Bukit Antarabngsa, with lots and lots of stuff!!!
sy mmg org nomad. pindah randah selalu. since abah baru sampai dr Srwk, i cooked lunch fer him
hehe nana pandai masak - da bole sgt jadi istri raja neh. emm tak saba nk kawen, sape masok minang, beta terima je, haha

 wktu di Nilai, 1st day shortsem.ehem

dan selasa [23.10.2010] ;
aku baru mgn tdo, dan dapat msg from Putri whch says ; darling, scholar da masok, pegi lah kuakan.
and aku rep, haha lempang laju2 kang. then daku ape lagi suh meor cek, haha bila meor cek sama farok,
haha terbukti benarrrrr,, ad1k lam akaun muamalat.
hari tu jgk aku transfer ke akaun laen.

shes the best in mylife.

dan semua bising on saturday [27.11.2010] ;
waktu maghrib Barbie called me ckp ; NANANANANAAAAAAAAAAAAA duet kis dlm akaun da takde!!
Aku ckp la impossible,. urgh. kementrian mmg jahat, mane bole tarek shcolar org sesuka hati datok nenek diaaa. then aku pun text armi n awan, suh check n transfer duet now. haha
lepas tu awan pon ngamok jgk akaun dia da ksong. kesian sygg aku ni.
takpe, tunggu duet ptptn k darling.

 haha ini mmg penat. dgn sepet dulu, baru lepas balek dr Dragonfly

dan ahad malam whch was last night, Dira text me ckp tak dpt jumpe aku today since Amin nk amek dia kt Sungai Buloh
ok so, Bella n Alya was right, and nana senanye tak kesah pun korg berchinta, janji bahagia n dia jage kamu baek2 sygg,
laki tu cuma satu kesilapan dlm dunia aku. tak tahu sbb apa dia wujud dlm lovelife dyana sharif.

dan hari ni, haha daku plan nk g KLCC tgk movie sorg2. ahhh. best!
tp tak tahu mcm mana plan dgn alya, since sume menda tak jadi hari ni,
HUHU ajak g PJ rabu ni aja, emm dia nk drive, yet still tak tahu ap kptsn alya syg.
n mlm td ruby called me, cerita masalah sdih dia. wish i was there to hug youu syg, em.
ok, aku rindu semua kt Nilai aclty and Pj too.  (:

 lovelove.

 em miss you guys.

dan mlm tadi mimpi zana dtg bilik 316 di PJ, sambil cerita hal poiltiknya. rindu kamuu syg

 zana pott pott ksygn sy!. HAHA