Serious warning from NANA.

hey you miss bullshit, tak payah la kaw nk ngade kt jantan @ toyboy kaw yg aku ni duk jaja cerita pasal kaw.
oh pleaseeee! kaw tuh da tak laku, haha takde sape pon nk amek tahu lah darlingg.
kaw tu, ntah lah, tak tahu nk describe macam mana lagi. murah murah. itu je aku bole gambarkan kaw

and tak payah la nk buat diri seperti angel. em you know what you did.
Ya Allah. semoga Tuhan ampuni segala dosa kaw.
Tambah lagi dgn kaw tu yg suka buat org saket hati, fitnah tak habes2. Nauzubillah.

well, miss B, here some pics dedicate fer youu. HAHA

 aww shit. sensed. HAHA







From Melati with love.

haha



Overboard. i really NEED you syg. come back please.

It feels like we've been out at sea,
So back and forth that's how it seems,
And when I want to talk, you say to me
That if it's meant to be, it will be

So crazy is this thing we call love
And now that we've got it we just can't give up
I'm reaching out for you
Got me out here in the water and I

I'm overboard and I need your love, pull me up
I can't swim on my own, it's too much
Feels like I'm drowning without your love
So throw yourself out to me, my lifesaver

Never understood you when you said,
Wanted me to meet you halfway,
I felt like I was doing my part
You kept thinking you're coming up short
It's funny how things change

It's supposed to be some give and take, I know
But you're only taking and not given any more
So what do I do? 'Cause I still love you
You're the only one who can save me.

syg, nape jauh dari nana ):
please im sorry n amek your phone n text me
hee i tak ingat no phone you.

aku perempuan paling nk marah hari ni.

bullshits bullshits bullshits dan bullshits!!!!!
okey, wonder why am i so mad?
sbbny adalah ; SCHOLAR YG DIMASUKKAN KE DLM AKAUN HARUS DIBAYAR KEMBALI!!

Ya Allah, tenangkan hambamuu ini ya Allah.

ok so heres the deal, td barbie called UIA PJ punya finance, tanye sbb ape scholar dia kene tarik balek
uia ckp, scholar tu dorg mmg tersalah bg list name student kt bank.and all those money were a mistake.
arghh KESILAPAN INI MMG TAK BOLEH DITERIMA!!
ape punye mistake korg buat ni uia oiiiiii. Eee mmg mlampaw gila babi tahu tak.
aku tak kesah, aku da pkai sume duet n aku TAKNAK baya balek 1k tu.
if kaw nk balek pun, aku nk buat installment. taknak baya skali gus.
naseb ahh sape suh salah masok ag. fcuk fcuk!!!!!!!!!

huh =.=' penatnya marah.

aha nana mmg degil.

semalam

so semalam i went to KLCC, watching movie alone. [hah da bese da] haha
smpai sane dlm 2.45pm, trus aku g tgk ad muvi ape. hee
Rapunzel ; 2.50pm. Seats ; Few
Ngangkung ; 3.50pm, Seats ; Lots
2 Alam ; kul bape ntah. Taknak amek tahu. HAHA

So, i chose to watch Rapunzel. urghh dpt seat 3rd row from front. Ramai gila org tgk.
esp, kanakkanak la.. cuti sekolah da kan. haha tp takpe, tibai jelah tgk
dgn tangan dgn air dan popcorn, tiba2 ad abg hensem tlg bukak pintu dan bwk kan popcorn aku smpai ke seat, org tgk je. mcm VIP pulak aku, haha
n its paid even duk depan skali. Sbb cerita tu mmg best! Awesome baby.
Mcm nk pegi tgk lagi. lalala. haha tunggu sape nk blanje,
rapunzel from baby til she became a teenanger, PRETTY.
lawak, nk marah sume ad.
Haha then aku tak habes mkn popcorn, with suddenly ad a lil girl ckp kt mak dia -

Cutie  ; mak, ika nk popcorn lagii
Mak  ; da habes da syg. nnt kita beli lagi.
Nana ; adek nk popcorn? kakak tak habes, amek la.  ;)
Mak  ; eh ya Allah teima kaseh.
Nana ; haha takpe. amek je,.

so, kita sebenanye kene la murah hati sket, kita tlg org, len kali org tlg kita pulak kan

ngee

dan lepas tu, beta pergi bertemu seorg sahabat baru di KL Sentral.

aww shes pretty hot. ;)

hope you're doing fine darling.

With love from Melati,

Nana Jelita

ok so macammacam yg terjadi. urghh

ok lets just talk bout last 2 weeks [15.11.2010] ;

Me, Aref Zackry, and Allia Ammanda went fer a movie watching ; SKYLINE kt Wangsa Walk.
and like i did not expected, that movie such a rubbish fiction. Ntah mane timbulnye alien.
Like aref said ; takde permulaan and pengakhiran cerita.  HAHAHA.
So, lps tgk movie, me n aref hantar Alya to Kl Sentral since she must be in Subang before 7pm,
we were in rush and while then in the car, aref has been a very good Dr Love. HAHA
Dia mmg nasehat Alya kaw-kaw about her love life. thanks to youu lelaki.
Haha hes really a VERY GOOD MOTIVATOR. Lepas balik dari Kl Sentral, aref treat me my
ooh lalala fav ; Mcflurry Oreo. emm sedapp. haha dia blanje pun sbb aku da tongtong duit minyak kete
Myvi hitam ketot dia tu. and dia suka sgt lempang peha gebu sy! damn damn~ lepas tu aref bwk aku
tgk skolah lama dia. HAHA. Selangor International Islamic School, haha unfortunately aref takde ciriciri islamic langsong. blah blah blah.. Then kitorg lalu UIA Gombak,

Nana ; Aref aref jumla masokk. ktew jalan2 tgk!
Aref ; ahh you ingt bole masok dgn u pakai dress pendek nmpak peha?! kalaw pakai selua takpe lagi.

ok, so i get it. nk masok UIA kenelah tutup aurat cik Nana. haish. so, kecundang tak dpt jln2 dlm UIA.
HAHA tp mmg best keluar dgn youuu syg. Though u mmg ske tampa peha i.
Lepas tu Alya called, ckp fcuk fcuk, bpk dia amek lmbt lagi kt Subang. She almost cried, kesian you sygg

thanks guys, rindu nk lepak wit both of you, Nana had such a great time with you guys buddy.

 em itu dia org gila.

 alya syg.

and the next day [16.11.2010] ;
HAHA baru daku teringat sepit rambut bunga tertinggal dlm Myvi Aref.
urgh ok at first dia kata nk bg lepas raya since he wants to send over his car fer services.
tiba2 pukul 3 lbey, he called ckp ; Na i dtg hanta skrg laaa.
pergh aku dah la belum mandi lagi. Mmg rase nk marah. Asyik call suroh cepatt je.
Then he picks me up kt Melati, ktorg g mkn kt nearest Mcd since dua2 tgh starving gila nk mampos.
and ad Mcflurry oreo yg abg Mcd tu letak oreooooo bykkk gilaaaaa!! aww.
then pegi Lrt Gombak, parking kereta makan kt situ. haha buat org len curiga je bedua2an atas kete. haish
so, i went back to Equine Park, Sri Kembangan rumah angah nk raya kan esoknya

 thanks wati darling, kaw mmg buat aku senyum sentiasa (: ily syg

then [17.11.2010] ;
haha rasenye aku tak raya pon. mandi pun lbey kurang 6pm. HAHA
plus tak g mana2 pon, abah n along raya sarawak, kaklang pulak keje.

Lalala.

[18.10.2010] ;
pegi Jusco Setiawangsa. meet kaklang there.Nek Lrt yg sgt tenang sket org.
then we headed to Carrefour Wangsa Maju pulak, ahaha.
dan hari itu, i bought myself 2 new short dress.
ahhh nana mmg sukaaaaa the very short dress with showing off some skin and legs!

so Sabtu [20.10.2010] ;
i texted Aref ckp nk pegi Klcc. borink duk rumah, i asked him to join me,
haha then dia mrajuk, ckp kate nk g tgk Harry Potter dgn i kt Wangsa Walk hari ni.
alolo. then yela2, i said ok and lets go to watch HP.
tp syg sbb tak bole gune student card for discount price, maklumlah tgk hujung mggu.
haha nk pkai student card konon, kad UIA, tp peha putih nmpk sana sini. mmg UIA lah sgtt.
dan lepas tgk, dia membebel mcm org tua ckp kecewa dgn cerita kesygn dia tu. haha
pottt pett pott pett dia membebelbebel. LALALA.And,aref bwk aku g mkn KFC. haha dia blanje, wuhoo.
sedap kenyang perot buncit betaaaa!!
and we drive thru at McD beli Mcfluryy sy. (:
dan dia pun hantar sy kembali pulang ke Melati.

pfft*

sunday [21.11.2010] ;
abg najib bwk pegi makan di Jusco. Lalala lapa wehh.
then we went to Fahrenheit, Uniqlo. makk, they served a very kind of soo gooood clothing. emm
and again that day i owned another two dress.one of them was from Uniqlo. hee~

hee kikilala

[22.11.2010] ;
dan hari isnin i went back to Bukit Antarabngsa, with lots and lots of stuff!!!
sy mmg org nomad. pindah randah selalu. since abah baru sampai dr Srwk, i cooked lunch fer him
hehe nana pandai masak - da bole sgt jadi istri raja neh. emm tak saba nk kawen, sape masok minang, beta terima je, haha

 wktu di Nilai, 1st day shortsem.ehem

dan selasa [23.10.2010] ;
aku baru mgn tdo, dan dapat msg from Putri whch says ; darling, scholar da masok, pegi lah kuakan.
and aku rep, haha lempang laju2 kang. then daku ape lagi suh meor cek, haha bila meor cek sama farok,
haha terbukti benarrrrr,, ad1k lam akaun muamalat.
hari tu jgk aku transfer ke akaun laen.

shes the best in mylife.

dan semua bising on saturday [27.11.2010] ;
waktu maghrib Barbie called me ckp ; NANANANANAAAAAAAAAAAAA duet kis dlm akaun da takde!!
Aku ckp la impossible,. urgh. kementrian mmg jahat, mane bole tarek shcolar org sesuka hati datok nenek diaaa. then aku pun text armi n awan, suh check n transfer duet now. haha
lepas tu awan pon ngamok jgk akaun dia da ksong. kesian sygg aku ni.
takpe, tunggu duet ptptn k darling.

 haha ini mmg penat. dgn sepet dulu, baru lepas balek dr Dragonfly

dan ahad malam whch was last night, Dira text me ckp tak dpt jumpe aku today since Amin nk amek dia kt Sungai Buloh
ok so, Bella n Alya was right, and nana senanye tak kesah pun korg berchinta, janji bahagia n dia jage kamu baek2 sygg,
laki tu cuma satu kesilapan dlm dunia aku. tak tahu sbb apa dia wujud dlm lovelife dyana sharif.

dan hari ni, haha daku plan nk g KLCC tgk movie sorg2. ahhh. best!
tp tak tahu mcm mana plan dgn alya, since sume menda tak jadi hari ni,
HUHU ajak g PJ rabu ni aja, emm dia nk drive, yet still tak tahu ap kptsn alya syg.
n mlm td ruby called me, cerita masalah sdih dia. wish i was there to hug youu syg, em.
ok, aku rindu semua kt Nilai aclty and Pj too.  (:

 lovelove.

 em miss you guys.

dan mlm tadi mimpi zana dtg bilik 316 di PJ, sambil cerita hal poiltiknya. rindu kamuu syg

 zana pott pott ksygn sy!. HAHA

Semalam tadi paling indah

Semalam wktu driving class, alya told me dia passed the interview kt Gombak. nk nanges dpt taw she can go to Gombakl with us to do degree, hey baby Allia Ammanda, Nana loves you. I really do.

but semalam, my name wasnt in Gombak database for pre-registration. i cried a lot.
Khairul Afnan ada, i really need you syg. thanks for be there ptg smlm. i really those support.
and, mlm td, hee i did text someone. hes someone that i've been thinking each day since past few months ago.


maaf, nana pun tahu tak bole sebut name kamu kt sini. but, im glad that there are some msg that we did laugh together. i miss you alot buddy. if only i can hug you now n lepas sume rindu. alya pun nk meet you. hangout.
tp ntah, you seems busy with your work stuff.

and now di Nilai, a staff from Art Programme did told me that my name was in the list to Gombak, cuma tercicir. whattahel?  tp Ruby ajak tdo Nilai. hee i'll be to do so sygs. Nilai, theres so much tears and joy.




love, love - Nanun <3

16th OCTOBER 2010

2 important thing happened in life.


first ; its my 19th birthday!

second ; its my engagement day. huh.

thanks tuk sume yg da wish fer my big day. either my engagement or my birthday.

ha ha ha

OMG. warning for a stupid LAW guy! you bkawan ngn org yg ntah hape2.
mind your words you bapak ayam! dah bukan aku nk sebok kaw p ckp2 kt status org laen, but
it is true. kaw mmg bpk ayam. kelas asyik duk monteng. exam ta dtg. i think you better quit your-stupid-self from UIA lah dude. yucks! aku wonder how come my lovely girlfriend bole tepikat kt barua mcm kaw time 2nd sem dulu dlm kelas FIM. youy  damn black cock. yucksss yuckss.

ok itu pasal lelaki yg sgt jijik. dan utk org kt Nilai, anda ni lawan ataw kawan? ataw kueh talam dua muka kah?
oh aku ingat kaw kawan selame ni. but.. aduh. kaw sgt menyakitkan. yucks

here we called them friend shit.

ok. mungkin salah aku or tak, itu bkn masalahnya sekarang. aku rase kaw sebenarnya terasa dgn status aku. and thats the only reason kaw meremovekan diri kaw dari friendlist fb aku,. aha, kenapa nk terasa eh?
aku bukan cakap pasal wanita. tapi lelaki, bekas kekasih hati. but then, what the fcuk you with you miss?!

ah aha ah aha

ok ok. raya suda. hari ni kelima. gosh. ini sgt lama dinda tak update.
begitu byk yg berlaku ketika puasa, before raya, ketika raya.

hee agak bahagia sekarang. maklumlah im in open relationship with afnan. 
aha yeah theres my ex. tapi kini sgt syg smpai haha ntahla. asyik msg ta henti henti. cehh.
gosh please marry me with afnan. hahaha n few days before raya, prg pergi terawih, aku pulak kua with nazrin. haha apa lagi meluru laju dgn viva dia. haish. emm maaf. kami kiss.

then hari raya pertama, aku, nazrin, farhana ntah melayang ke mana2 jalan naek kereta pergi makan marry brown, hhaha. org pandang kami mcmorg bercinta. tp hakikatnya tidak. takpelah. ad something nazrin hide from me.

haha tapi bahagia jgk. ad nazrin, ad afnan. dua lelaki yg baik serentak. damnn.
aku syg korg. wei jgn nk men2 hati aku aw
haha and kepada azlan, sahabat baek adinda dr kos physicalscience, ouh kaw terbaek.
paling lucah dan kachak dlm hidup aku. hahahah

and, yg paling bahagia, AZWATI dan FARHANA. it was damn good to see you guys!
mmuah. selamat hari raya! maaf kerna aku terlalu jelita dan comel.

khairul afnan, nana syg kamu! haha lelaki itu di klantan sana, hahah takpelah. 

dah tak laku! bye!

ahahah. itu dia. mmuah. barua sunggoh. haha

dan ini sahabat sy tersayang, wati n fana. 

haish sadis!

  hee uia mates, rindu you guys.

meor

miaw

kiss

alya

zana

k.bib

daus

farok

pcot

fezul hadi

huhu

upin

azlan

rush 

bella!

terbaek dari Centre for Foundation Studies, IIUM

Petaling Jaya.

ruby

awan

put.

aku syg korgg , rindu mahu ov d Mcd Nilai!

hear me cry God.

theres too many things to be told, too many tears to be cried out, too many confusions to be cleared, too many hurts people doesnt know. i wish they will never knew.

hear me cry, God. i've gone lost too than it should.

apa azam baru tuk bulan puasa ni? i need someone to guide me back to the way it is. having those weird feelings really got me down. well im a lil bit worry fer this evening. Mdm Bad will distribute our GPL2 paper. for God sake, i dreamed of it last night, n i failed that paper. Kis n Bella says it wont be that way. selalulnya apa yg kita mimpi akan jadi sebaliknya. Well itu kepercayaan lama lah sayangg. So far, fer both papers yg repeat lulus lagi. Alhamdulillah.

i miss you Ibu. lifes just get so hard without you day by day. Ramadhan tanpa ibu, tanpa abah. ouh how i wish my family know i love them so much. da lama tak lawat kubur Ibu. may you rest in peace Mom. rasa nak menangis, marah, semua ada. kerinduan yang teramat pun ada, kenapa susah sgt nk luah semua ni.

i think no one can understand the feelings that i bear right now. not even you or you. i hate the way it hurts me. i hate the feeling of unstable.lost control, lost..

dah lama tak baca Qur'an. dah lama tak kembali ke jalan Allah. aku perlukan bimbingan.

ya Allah. bantu aku.

sejuk hati melihat semua ni. bantu aku Tuhan. 

haish kaw nak aku ey?haha

si sesungut tu buat status kt fb ; dye single lady..hahhaa


haha lawak. sy single, awak nak ey? kasihan kasihan. hahah da r jumpe betina tuh smlm dpn kfc pj. lawak weyh. awat la smpai tecampak kt cni. haha

tp balek Nilai semalam mmg paling best la weyh. pagitd rase malas gila nak mangun. hee tape. esok ke Nilai lagi. bukak pose di sana. maklumlah transport freeee weeee!!!!




 

Some losers

To men who pretend to be real

To every man that has ever let me down And turned my beautiful smile into a frown To every man that has ever dumped me And tore my heart apart slowly To every man that has ever rejected my affection And told me that I wasn’t the one To every man that has ever made me cry To every man that has ever told me a lie To every man that has ever made me feel like less than a woman I ask you to listen Your shallow heart and endless greed No longer have any effect on me And thank you For setting me free to soar And thank you For making me realize that I am worth so much more So I will leave you with your guilt as company And hopefully one day you’ll think of me And you’ll wonder what could have been for the rest of your life While my happiness will shine as a “real man’s” wife

AND ITS TOTALLY YOU SESUNGUTTT!

YOU ARE A BAD LOSER THAT I'VE HAD !

PUAS HATI AKU !

 

 

HEE terima kaseh kpd norazwatizainalabidin. ini ayat kaw, aku cuma mengaplikasi kan jea. HAHAH muahx biyatch

 

 

 

 

 

ahaha ini la ape yg buat dulu2 besama sesengut. haha

tipu jea. 

 

 

 

kamu.

Baby, baby
When we first met
I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover
And my best friend
All wrapped into one
With a ribbon on it
And all of a sudden
When you left
I didn't know how to follow
It's like a shot
That spun me around
And now my heart left
I feel so empty and hollow


And I'll never give myself to another
The way I gave it to you
Don't even recognize
The ways you hit me
Do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame

And now I feel like, oh
You're the reason
Why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke all
These cigarettes no more
I guess this is what I get
For wishful thinking
Should've never let you into my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
It's not usual like how I'll leave
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my decease
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my decease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my decease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my decease
 

 Damn,
Ain't it crazy
When your love slams?
You'll do anything
For the one you love
'Cause anytime
That you needed me
I'd be there
It's like
You were my favorite drug
The only problem is
That you was using me
In a different way
That I was using you
But now that I know
That it's not meant to be
You gotta go
I gotta win myself over you

melampaui batasnya,

heheh aku da putus ngn nazrin. seb bek ta bercinta bagai nak RAK'. cehh. haha kalaw ta, menangis meracau gila meroyan.

well, to be honest, aku ta bole terima kalaw pangkat pelajaran dijadikan tajuk tuk dibahas. aku ta pernah ckp kaw bdk poli so, kaw ta sama taraf ngn aku. kaw sendiri yg rase tercabar. wattahel. fcuk la thise shits.

im so damn fuckin not care.  hehehe


okey itu pembukaan entry aku setelah sekian lama. mmg lama gila da kot . well, what to do, beby brodben aku disekat. fcuk you maxis!!

dan ermm aku rase da joli myk gila. duet melayang ntah kemana.
ckp movie apa yg aku belum tgk?
mantra
inception
salt
tekken
last airbender

nttah amende ctew lagi aku da tgk. tp suka. puassssssssssssssss!!

and 2 miggu lepas, bella dan kekaseh hatinya jumpa itu wolf wolf.
haha di *tett rupanya. ermm rumours berkjata-kata kina kick.
ta mahu ambil tahu.

n since last 4 days, aku joli habes dgn k.lang. dari habes beratus-ratus di jamek. lepak mcm org gila
pergi shopping di carrefour wangsa maju dan bermovie di wangsa walk. tgk avatar. beratus jugak.
dan semalam, lepak wangsa walk sorg2. haish. tgk tekkan. takot gila rasenye mcm aku sorg je pempuan dlm panggung tuh. sume jantan. fcuk ouh.

dan pagi tadi, lepak ng  k.lang pegi tgk abg najib futsal kt sri rampai. hahah
damn all those cute guys. comel gila men futsal. aww.

dan bila pulang ke uia td, aimi cerita tersempak syahman. pd mulanya, aimi ta knl, phm jela.
ta malu betul  hahaa tp dia jadi cerita dan bahan lawak pulak kt bilik ni tadi. .

ape bole buat gelaj jelah. n i love you ibu dan abah. really n i do meant it.

and to hazim ,  hepi birthday. may Allah bless you. bia kaw ta tahu, tp aku mmg niat nk wish kaw.

chao people. malas nk update. dadaaaa

....................................................................

................................study week..............................

criminal law

contract law (repeat) AHA


btq. damn

attitude. - of people.

again. urgh. ta habes dengan masalah bf anda yg tidak berkesudahan, sekarang dengan perangai sensitif melampau. sy pun ada limit. waktu study dan buat kerja, please be serious. suma org dlm stress, so cuba tlg paham. damn. menyampah fcuk.

attitude. - of people.

im searching fer d answer why most of the people failed to manage their personal matters silently. i've just experienced it with my one good friend. i mean ; WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM?! u cant straight away let your anger passed to someone else. kalau betul pun awak ada masalah dengan kawan-kawan laki, that doesnt mean anda boleh lepaskan marah kat siapa-siapa. consider hati dan perasaan org lain juga okey

baeklah, bukan nk kutuk anda sbb anda kwn baek sy, tp perangai anda pelik. awak ada kekasih tapi awak tanak mengaku. tapi bila tiap malam laki tuh mahu kol awak, awak reject. buat org terseksa saja. bukan itu nk tunjuk cara yg muka awak sgt innocent. kami tahu muslihat anda.

GERAM!