hear me cry God.

theres too many things to be told, too many tears to be cried out, too many confusions to be cleared, too many hurts people doesnt know. i wish they will never knew.

hear me cry, God. i've gone lost too than it should.

apa azam baru tuk bulan puasa ni? i need someone to guide me back to the way it is. having those weird feelings really got me down. well im a lil bit worry fer this evening. Mdm Bad will distribute our GPL2 paper. for God sake, i dreamed of it last night, n i failed that paper. Kis n Bella says it wont be that way. selalulnya apa yg kita mimpi akan jadi sebaliknya. Well itu kepercayaan lama lah sayangg. So far, fer both papers yg repeat lulus lagi. Alhamdulillah.

i miss you Ibu. lifes just get so hard without you day by day. Ramadhan tanpa ibu, tanpa abah. ouh how i wish my family know i love them so much. da lama tak lawat kubur Ibu. may you rest in peace Mom. rasa nak menangis, marah, semua ada. kerinduan yang teramat pun ada, kenapa susah sgt nk luah semua ni.

i think no one can understand the feelings that i bear right now. not even you or you. i hate the way it hurts me. i hate the feeling of unstable.lost control, lost..

dah lama tak baca Qur'an. dah lama tak kembali ke jalan Allah. aku perlukan bimbingan.

ya Allah. bantu aku.

sejuk hati melihat semua ni. bantu aku Tuhan.