kepada betina tudung labuh (ataupun ala-ala)

hey there you kimak bitch!
mmg seswai tuk korg kan kan. pegi mampos la. bace blog aku, so you gonna follow my RULES.
undeniable, tak semua yg duduk UIA ni baik, we already knw that, tak kesah la yg pkai tudung ataw tak.
dosa masing2. itu antara manusia tersebut dgn Tuhan.
aku mmg nk caci maki kaw neh. get ready for eyes. siap tisu cpt2, mane lah tahu, lps ni nak TERNANGES pulak ke. yelahh, alim sangaaaaaatttttttt kan nk suruh org lain tlg tnya alkisah ROOMATE sorg ni kan.
a.k.a, kawan baik akulah. korg ni mulut cam sial gak kan?
mcm haram nak nk ckp kwn baik aku ni buat mcm2, kaw tu yg tak tahu cite, 
tak payah nk buat mulut. aiii takkan lah kalaw dah alim, tak tahu dosa pulak kot. rase mcm suci sgt.
fitnah org neh, lagi besa dari bunoh org. (haa tu kan salah satu dosa besa kt dunia ni)
aku bkn nak becakap hal kebaikan org, ataw buruk org, tapi, as someone yg pandang kaw pkai tudung labuh, n suka berdakwah lebih ni, paham jelah, konon org pndang kaw mcm angel (yucks!)
dah la suka melepak bilik org, kecoh, mulot byk, nyaring, kaw ingat org sukaaa??????????
Kaw tahu tak??? ktorg ni da puas duduk ngadap laki yg cakap2 pasal kaw.
dorg tahu kott korg punya skill nk tunjuk baik dgn pkaian, tapi mulut cam haram
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA  :D
and, dak laki pun senanye nyampah je ngn kaw. tapi yelah, kang klw ckp dpn2, menanges melalak kaw kt tepi AIKOL nnti. saba jelah nyahhhhh.
lepas ni, kaw jgn lagi nk pijak kaki kt bilik dia.
unless, muka kaw mmg tebal mcm badak. susah nk kerat2.
kaw tak pyh la nk menyusahkan Mek Klantan ni suh tnya2 kt kawan baik aku ni eh.
kaw ngade babi sgt nak bace belogggg aku, nah amek kaw, bace yg ni pulak.
entry ni mmg khas utk org yg besekutu dan tudung labuh(atau ala-ala) mcm kaw.
tapi yg betul2 baik tu, takde lah aku nak maki kan. korg mmg baik, and aku respect korg for that.
yg buat aku nk marah ni, yg jenis kaki mulut busuk and tak seda diri cm korg neh, sorok sume dosa. maksiat buruk n busuk korg tu bwh tudung labuh (naseb baik tudung besa) haishhh,.

dah la, ckp hal korg pon buat dosa aku lagi betambah,. hope utk org yg takde kene ngene, amik iktibar sudah. now LOST you madafaka!!

P/S ; AKU TAHU JE NAME KAW SAPE, CUMA AKU TUNGGU KAW DTG JUMPE AKU SENDIRI N BOLEH AKU UPDATE MENDA LAGI BEST LPS NI SAL KAW AND WITH YOUR FULLNAME.

hey you. I need you, buddy.

I cannot put this onto words. But it must have begun when I first saw you. I've known that you'd come and break my heart. A love that doesn't surprise much. A love that doesn't get my heart racing nor break my heart. A love that complains of boredom occasionally. Although this kind of love is ordinary, do you know that I want to experience it? As it makes me hate you when you ignore me. And I don't want to continue, but you already knew that I can't live without you. Because I don't want to burden you, even now I stay by your side with sadness. You want to say some other things, but what if I were to tell you first that I loved you? I wonder what kind of expression you will have then. 

             

aha, selamat pengantin baru yeah!!

moga dpt anak rama-ramai. HEHE

Dear Yani, hope you're doing great so far.

I'm sory.

saya hanya sangat sedih...

saya agak membosankan lately, mungkin sbb byk masalah. =(

I'm sory,sy xboleh bg yang terbek tok awak.

Dear Awak tersayang,

maaf kalau terungkit kisah lepas.

tapi yang pasti,kisah lalu sangat pedih unt sy lupakan.

spt baru smlm, sy menangis,meraung,merane,kecewe.

Awak tolong la jauhi dia,

dia masih sgt cintakan awak,

dia nak awak.

sy nak awak juge.

sy xpinta utk awak PILIH saya,

saya sgt bersyukur.

mungkin awak takdir sy.

mungkin sbb itu kite masih bersama smpi kini.

saya pasrah segala yang berlaku,

I'm fighting life 4 u.

yes i do, coz i love u so much.

Dear wanita,

ckuplah.

awak menang.

awak kuat.

awak boleh bunuh sy.

kalo itu yg awak nak.

dan kalo itu takdir sy.

So i caught this blog the owner is Noorliyani .

Aku tahu kaw sgt tabah skrg.

Please be good, May Allah Bless.

Whover you mean it to be, DIA mmg kejam.

ohh. How I miss you Buddy

Aww. thanks to Rush sbb bg Bella something which i think so sweet lah syg.

if bole, i would like to quote this to an OLD FRIEND of mine.
You used to be this sweet and romantic, oh dear, how I miss YOUUU!!
Damn i miss Nilai and those freaky. sweet, bitchy, funny memories of yours ( you and me)
Takpelah, I tak kesah, things happened long time ago. Tak patut ingat balik kan kan kan??
cheers, Megi.

" Your touch can set me on fire, YOU make me smile all the time, YOU make me laugh out loud, YOU listen to all the silly things I have to say, YOU seem to understand me, even though I'm not making a lot of sense, YOU never fail to brighten up my day, with YOU, I feel comfortable, secure and stronger, YOU always know what's on my mind. MOMENTS spent with YOU are always magical. YOU let me be myself. YOU believe in me, and make me believe in myself. YOU make me feel like my dreams will always come true. YOU're the MOST IMPORTANT PERSON in the worold to me! Everything about YOU is AMAZING to me , oh love, YOU're the one I love! "

awwww. Heres the gift!

Sweet kan kann??!!!!
Sorry Rush fer uploading this.

which me also hoping someone would give me this,

tapi I kan takde org nak. Kesian tak dpt ape-ape from sape-sape. 

hah ini lah padahnya jadi lesbian. =.='

my MISTAKES?

Always thinking on which mistake i've suffered the most which that certainly means the worst sin i've ever made.

Not taking those 'ehem-ehem' into account. Apparently, and yet still wanna make it CLEAR, this was so about MONEY. Undeniable that i've spent too much my PTPTN loan, since the opening of midsem-break which is to be estimate was two weeks ago. N yeah, tak tipu, aku lah pelajar paling miskin ye sekarang.

1st day bukak midsem break, me and Alya da pegi joli teruk gila kt Pavilion. Tapi, the best part is, my gf and me were having a super fun!!
Daring facts ; Keluar naik cab from UIA to Lrt Gombak during maghrib. HAHA. Hem bukan kitorg tak hormat wktu maghrib, tp ktorg mmg da sgt terlewat nak pergi joli. Tapi puas jugak lah setelah sekian lama  tahan dari pergi enjoy. Smpai Pavi dlm kul 8bley. Ktorg betul2 pergi tempat yg dah awal2 ktorg aim je. FOREVER21 and COTTON ON. Which were just next-to-next. Smpai2 je kt UIA dlm kul 11.50pm. Yang sebenarnya tak baik untuk *anak dara* seperti kami merewang2 til midnight, haha.

Well Allia Ammanda ; You're my very best BITCHIYNOM!

dan selepas itu, hari2 aku diliputi rasa sengsara exam yg rasanya aku je yg pasti akan dapat TELOR AYAM.
Oh God, betul ke aku amek undang-undang ni? Well LAW is my passion, was and still.
Thanks to a US- Law Drama : PHILLY  : D
Though in US the tv series get low rating on it, but it has changed my view on law, and subsequently turns my passion into something involving rules and laws.

oh Goddd, i wish you will know how hard to get this image on Google

haha due to the not-so-rating kann.

Im sorry, but I will do my very best in order to get finish up my degree in law. hee

And yeah, on last week , last Thursday, me and the whole bunch of the oo-la-la bestfriend pergi International Humanitarian Conference which was the speech given by Dr. M and my fav lecturer a.k.a My Gummy Bear.
Which i guessed many student in Tort Law class were upset because Dr. Naqib was inviting lebih kurang 10 student je which err *cukop2 geng ktorg? (HAHA itu kata2 Izanee since dia tak dpt pegi jugak) hehehe

hehe sebernarnya i tahu je korg marah tak dpt join sbb nk tgk Mahathir je kann kann kannn? Lalalala.

haha and!...... believe it or not,  aku pkai jugakla nyahh heel which i bought from Forever21 yg ala-ala tgh sale tu kan..

the Booob-o heels a.k.a kasot gajah kate si Barbie, haish

again di atas, kasot gajah. HAHA

awww, but aku stil syg kaw balkis walaupun kaw kutok heels aku. 

HAHA. aww, mi amorrr my buddy!

dan ini tatkala segala kejadian yg berlaku ketika di Rectory, IIUM.

Which this was my first visit kt sana! hehe buat malu je taw

(maaf MEORR! hehe nnti org masok gmba kamu juga!)

 haha sgt Boys over Flower tawwww

choyy. haha

hehe nk buat mcm mane, dah sumenye gila kamera.

begamba lah. ape lagi.

though lif tu tgh sesak dan tak larat nk angkut ktorg turun. HAHA

kidding syg!

dan inilah kemuncaknya sebenarnya ; 

Semua org nk begamba with this kachak hensem bulat comel mcm Gummy Bear!

hehe tinggi sekejap setelah pkai kasot gajah.

dan Barbie, terujanya dia! 

awww, my fav part ; Doesnt Zana n Gummy look like father and daughter?

wei korg sangat comel tahuuuuu??????

wuu sy jeles senanye. hehe

sbb skali dua kali tiga kali pandang, da mcm patung kt Madam Tussauds.

Woot woot, mcm kt Hollywood lah you allsss ni!

etc ; ini lah kesewelan sahabt2 baik kepada

Sitinurdyana Mohd Sharif.

the very bestie of mine ; Alya Bitchiynom!

haha ni da mcm NurKasih.

ntah ape fesyen statement si Firdaus mggu neh.

from Mon til Fri dia asyik sarung jubah.

hehe nak mandi sekejap, 

da 1 hari tebongkang atas katil tak mandi sbb takde sape nk lyn

euww jijik tak senonoh Nana pengotor busuk! :)

Almaklumlah, Barbie sy keluar dgn Kent dia pergi dating!

hehe korg comel tahu tak???!

Zul dan Barbie ; hehe blutooth senyap2 dr fon dia.

lalala.jgn marah syg.

 bye. nk mandi siap2 g makan dgn my Candy Bear - Zana

oh how much I ♥ them!

ehe. oh baby I love youu!!

Nana ;

the craziest

admire you the most

in love with you the most

psycho you the most

aku punya.

aku punya jugak.

aku punyaaaa.

aww. ini hot gilaaaaaaaaaaaa

The Libertines ;)

keliru?

don't know what I want to be when I grow up

don't know what I'm the best at

don't know what my real purpose is

I just put my life and heart into everything I do

Hopefully that will get me somewhere someday

him.

today's Quote,

We tend to get to forget that happiness doesnt come as a result of getting something we dont have,

but rather of recognizing and appreciating what we do have.

Serious warning from NANA.

hey you miss bullshit, tak payah la kaw nk ngade kt jantan @ toyboy kaw yg aku ni duk jaja cerita pasal kaw.
oh pleaseeee! kaw tuh da tak laku, haha takde sape pon nk amek tahu lah darlingg.
kaw tu, ntah lah, tak tahu nk describe macam mana lagi. murah murah. itu je aku bole gambarkan kaw

and tak payah la nk buat diri seperti angel. em you know what you did.
Ya Allah. semoga Tuhan ampuni segala dosa kaw.
Tambah lagi dgn kaw tu yg suka buat org saket hati, fitnah tak habes2. Nauzubillah.

well, miss B, here some pics dedicate fer youu. HAHA

 aww shit. sensed. HAHA







From Melati with love.

haha



kenapa takde yg paham?

so, currently there goes my baby - usher kept playing on the phone over and over again.
then lagu Three words - Cheryl Cole and Will.i.am tambah buat aku nanges.
well, me myself didnt get it why should i've been acting this way.
ya Allah. perasaan aku bercampur baur. ape maksud sume ni.
aku tak mampu nak nanges lagi. sbb aku tahu, its not worth it to cry fer him.
aku terluka bila fikir balek, nope, aku tak fikir pun, cuma it cames suddenly to my mind.
nana, why dun you get it hes not meant fer you syg.
i hate motivate myself with this not-so-sure feelings.
pergi, pergi bagitahu suma aku yg jahat, aku yg kotor, aku yg sebabkan sume kekacaun
ape lagi yg kaw nk musnahkan hidup aku hah?
by now mungkin bkn kaw yg seksa prasaan aku, tp aku sendiri yg seksa suma ni
bkn aku taknak lepaskan suma ni pergi, cuma aku tak mampu.
aku rase berdosa seksa diri macam ni, i need you in my life.

i just need someone to be there next to me, wipe my tears, lend his shoulder when im down,
keeping me warm when im in tense.
Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together. but is it true that , sadness flies away on the wings of time?!!
oh god, help me. help me finding the truth, the real me. im lost.
Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts.
There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go. and not fer me pls.
i dont want you to go. i cant, as in not that i never try, i tried,
seems it went so wrong when i do so.

ya Allah, kuatkan hati hambamu.
aku perlukan someone now to love me.

i took about one and half an hour to complete this short entry. huh.
ini sebab aku benci ble typing an entry while crying heavily.

Overboard. i really NEED you syg. come back please.

It feels like we've been out at sea,
So back and forth that's how it seems,
And when I want to talk, you say to me
That if it's meant to be, it will be

So crazy is this thing we call love
And now that we've got it we just can't give up
I'm reaching out for you
Got me out here in the water and I

I'm overboard and I need your love, pull me up
I can't swim on my own, it's too much
Feels like I'm drowning without your love
So throw yourself out to me, my lifesaver

Never understood you when you said,
Wanted me to meet you halfway,
I felt like I was doing my part
You kept thinking you're coming up short
It's funny how things change

It's supposed to be some give and take, I know
But you're only taking and not given any more
So what do I do? 'Cause I still love you
You're the only one who can save me.

syg, nape jauh dari nana ):
please im sorry n amek your phone n text me
hee i tak ingat no phone you.

ok so macammacam yg terjadi. urghh

ok lets just talk bout last 2 weeks [15.11.2010] ;

Me, Aref Zackry, and Allia Ammanda went fer a movie watching ; SKYLINE kt Wangsa Walk.
and like i did not expected, that movie such a rubbish fiction. Ntah mane timbulnye alien.
Like aref said ; takde permulaan and pengakhiran cerita.  HAHAHA.
So, lps tgk movie, me n aref hantar Alya to Kl Sentral since she must be in Subang before 7pm,
we were in rush and while then in the car, aref has been a very good Dr Love. HAHA
Dia mmg nasehat Alya kaw-kaw about her love life. thanks to youu lelaki.
Haha hes really a VERY GOOD MOTIVATOR. Lepas balik dari Kl Sentral, aref treat me my
ooh lalala fav ; Mcflurry Oreo. emm sedapp. haha dia blanje pun sbb aku da tongtong duit minyak kete
Myvi hitam ketot dia tu. and dia suka sgt lempang peha gebu sy! damn damn~ lepas tu aref bwk aku
tgk skolah lama dia. HAHA. Selangor International Islamic School, haha unfortunately aref takde ciriciri islamic langsong. blah blah blah.. Then kitorg lalu UIA Gombak,

Nana ; Aref aref jumla masokk. ktew jalan2 tgk!
Aref ; ahh you ingt bole masok dgn u pakai dress pendek nmpak peha?! kalaw pakai selua takpe lagi.

ok, so i get it. nk masok UIA kenelah tutup aurat cik Nana. haish. so, kecundang tak dpt jln2 dlm UIA.
HAHA tp mmg best keluar dgn youuu syg. Though u mmg ske tampa peha i.
Lepas tu Alya called, ckp fcuk fcuk, bpk dia amek lmbt lagi kt Subang. She almost cried, kesian you sygg

thanks guys, rindu nk lepak wit both of you, Nana had such a great time with you guys buddy.

 em itu dia org gila.

 alya syg.

and the next day [16.11.2010] ;
HAHA baru daku teringat sepit rambut bunga tertinggal dlm Myvi Aref.
urgh ok at first dia kata nk bg lepas raya since he wants to send over his car fer services.
tiba2 pukul 3 lbey, he called ckp ; Na i dtg hanta skrg laaa.
pergh aku dah la belum mandi lagi. Mmg rase nk marah. Asyik call suroh cepatt je.
Then he picks me up kt Melati, ktorg g mkn kt nearest Mcd since dua2 tgh starving gila nk mampos.
and ad Mcflurry oreo yg abg Mcd tu letak oreooooo bykkk gilaaaaa!! aww.
then pegi Lrt Gombak, parking kereta makan kt situ. haha buat org len curiga je bedua2an atas kete. haish
so, i went back to Equine Park, Sri Kembangan rumah angah nk raya kan esoknya

 thanks wati darling, kaw mmg buat aku senyum sentiasa (: ily syg

then [17.11.2010] ;
haha rasenye aku tak raya pon. mandi pun lbey kurang 6pm. HAHA
plus tak g mana2 pon, abah n along raya sarawak, kaklang pulak keje.

Lalala.

[18.10.2010] ;
pegi Jusco Setiawangsa. meet kaklang there.Nek Lrt yg sgt tenang sket org.
then we headed to Carrefour Wangsa Maju pulak, ahaha.
dan hari itu, i bought myself 2 new short dress.
ahhh nana mmg sukaaaaa the very short dress with showing off some skin and legs!

so Sabtu [20.10.2010] ;
i texted Aref ckp nk pegi Klcc. borink duk rumah, i asked him to join me,
haha then dia mrajuk, ckp kate nk g tgk Harry Potter dgn i kt Wangsa Walk hari ni.
alolo. then yela2, i said ok and lets go to watch HP.
tp syg sbb tak bole gune student card for discount price, maklumlah tgk hujung mggu.
haha nk pkai student card konon, kad UIA, tp peha putih nmpk sana sini. mmg UIA lah sgtt.
dan lepas tgk, dia membebel mcm org tua ckp kecewa dgn cerita kesygn dia tu. haha
pottt pett pott pett dia membebelbebel. LALALA.And,aref bwk aku g mkn KFC. haha dia blanje, wuhoo.
sedap kenyang perot buncit betaaaa!!
and we drive thru at McD beli Mcfluryy sy. (:
dan dia pun hantar sy kembali pulang ke Melati.

pfft*

sunday [21.11.2010] ;
abg najib bwk pegi makan di Jusco. Lalala lapa wehh.
then we went to Fahrenheit, Uniqlo. makk, they served a very kind of soo gooood clothing. emm
and again that day i owned another two dress.one of them was from Uniqlo. hee~

hee kikilala

[22.11.2010] ;
dan hari isnin i went back to Bukit Antarabngsa, with lots and lots of stuff!!!
sy mmg org nomad. pindah randah selalu. since abah baru sampai dr Srwk, i cooked lunch fer him
hehe nana pandai masak - da bole sgt jadi istri raja neh. emm tak saba nk kawen, sape masok minang, beta terima je, haha

 wktu di Nilai, 1st day shortsem.ehem

dan selasa [23.10.2010] ;
aku baru mgn tdo, dan dapat msg from Putri whch says ; darling, scholar da masok, pegi lah kuakan.
and aku rep, haha lempang laju2 kang. then daku ape lagi suh meor cek, haha bila meor cek sama farok,
haha terbukti benarrrrr,, ad1k lam akaun muamalat.
hari tu jgk aku transfer ke akaun laen.

shes the best in mylife.

dan semua bising on saturday [27.11.2010] ;
waktu maghrib Barbie called me ckp ; NANANANANAAAAAAAAAAAAA duet kis dlm akaun da takde!!
Aku ckp la impossible,. urgh. kementrian mmg jahat, mane bole tarek shcolar org sesuka hati datok nenek diaaa. then aku pun text armi n awan, suh check n transfer duet now. haha
lepas tu awan pon ngamok jgk akaun dia da ksong. kesian sygg aku ni.
takpe, tunggu duet ptptn k darling.

 haha ini mmg penat. dgn sepet dulu, baru lepas balek dr Dragonfly

dan ahad malam whch was last night, Dira text me ckp tak dpt jumpe aku today since Amin nk amek dia kt Sungai Buloh
ok so, Bella n Alya was right, and nana senanye tak kesah pun korg berchinta, janji bahagia n dia jage kamu baek2 sygg,
laki tu cuma satu kesilapan dlm dunia aku. tak tahu sbb apa dia wujud dlm lovelife dyana sharif.

dan hari ni, haha daku plan nk g KLCC tgk movie sorg2. ahhh. best!
tp tak tahu mcm mana plan dgn alya, since sume menda tak jadi hari ni,
HUHU ajak g PJ rabu ni aja, emm dia nk drive, yet still tak tahu ap kptsn alya syg.
n mlm td ruby called me, cerita masalah sdih dia. wish i was there to hug youu syg, em.
ok, aku rindu semua kt Nilai aclty and Pj too.  (:

 lovelove.

 em miss you guys.

dan mlm tadi mimpi zana dtg bilik 316 di PJ, sambil cerita hal poiltiknya. rindu kamuu syg

 zana pott pott ksygn sy!. HAHA

I'm not a wonder woman, just so you know.

I can't be perfect. But I will always try to make it better and one step closer to the egde.
Yet people still talking about you and me. Ok, nana serik after what happened in Nilai.
Please please people, when you know nothing, its better fer you to just shut the fcuk up.

Motivate me with this ; Always look of what you have left, never look of what you have lost.
But seems thing doesnt goes really well too.
Yeah mmg betul, mulut org kita tak bole nk tutup, tp kalaw org tuh tak busuk hati or dengki,
guess they wont do so.
Hey sumpa aku tak phm, korg pon blaja agama jgk, So, whats the deal?
Tapi buat jgk mende tak baek, Korg mulot pott pett pott pett mcm ayam kampong,
ingat org suka ke?

Ok2. Lets just leave this thing behind.
A great attitude does much more than turn on the lights in our world, it seems to magically connect us to all sorts of serendipitous opportunities that were somehow absent before the change.

Well, to be honest, Im waiting fer your reply. tak tahu kamu akn ckp ape.
Oh and Im sorry, shouldnt have said that kan?

i need somebody to love.

ok the-not-so-desperate nana is searching fer her love. i mean, new love. bkn yg dulu kala. oh boring!
fer sure bkn lelaki UIA. argh cos i've had enuff with them.

dan nana sgt mahu menikmati hidup. i mean, im still YOUNG, FABULOUS and MULUT JAHAT.

so, i need somebody can take me fer who i am. sy suka dia, hehe denga cerita baru lepas clash sama gfnya
oh ok bkn hal aku nk sebok pasal dia maybe..
tp, fer god sake! , dia bekwan dgn lelaki2 yg aku ta sukaaaaa. ohh you i want to fuck you badly.
i mean, REALLY BADDDD!!

haha ok tpu je nk fcuk. saket ok. and aku terus terang nape aku nk kwn ngn dia. i txted him at fb.
ok alya ckp itu mmg gila berani sial nk mampos.
haha  beby, klw aku kene serang dgn machine gun?!! he might hates me forever and EVER!!!!
wish boleh tarik semula msg tu. lalalala.
i want to him better, wish he knows. 

im leaving a-zero-hope on him.

love,

nana yg tak tahu malu.

oh i rindu you allia ammanda

hey beby, i miss you. cant wait to see you dis monday beby.
hee lalala nk tdo bilik kaw nnti [tak tahu malu  nk tdo umah org]
aku da mcm org nomad. pinda randah dlm 1 week neh.

and berat hati sgt nk let go abah to Sarawak tomoro.
well this is my first raya without you dad. em and first raya yg aku takkan pegi lawat kubur ibu,
nnt sape nk tgk ibu wktu raya? wish i cn go back to n.sembilan now and taking care of home
n yeah you arwah ibu. hey nana mntk maaf sgt2. nana da jd anak derhaka selama ni,
nana mmg nk brubah jd baek, ntah la, mcm pintu hati belum terbukak. hee ~


nana rindu khairul afnan, lets just take it im not in love with afnan, but,
someone dat look exctly my ex boyfriend! he used to be in Nilai.
n by now, ta tahu dia di mana. and dia sekutu dgn segerombolan lelaki yg aku rase - ohmigosh, ihateyou guys-

and yeah aku rindu ruby jgk. currently, shes still in Nilai n aku asyik nanges rindu kt dia.
hey, aku bkn lesbian, aku normal, cuma nafsu terhadap perempuan tu ttp ada.
and yeah, aku n alya mmg nk jumpe oh-so-look-afnan guy. we saw him dkt Nilai the other day.

haha ok, nk teman abah shopping. nk mandi bersih2 dahulu,!!
waiting fer heaven to bring me up.

lovelove from equine park.

Bruno Mars - Grenade.

Easy come, easy go
That's just how you live, oh
Take, take, take it all,
But you never give
Should of known you was trouble from the first kiss, Had your eyes wide open -
Why were they open?
Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked, Cause what you don't understand is
I’d catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah) Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain, Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby ; But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no
Black, black, black and blue beat me till I'm numb Tell the devil I said “hey” when you get back to where you're from
Mad woman, bad woman,
That's just what you are, yeah,
You’ll smile in my face then rip the breaks out my car
Gave you all I had

And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, yes you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked Cause what you don't understand is
I’d catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah) Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain, Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby ; But you won't do the same

If my body was on fire, ooh You’ d watch me burn down in flames You said you loved me you're a liar Cause you never, ever, ever did baby...
But darling I’ll still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya

I’d jump in front of a train for ya You know I'd do anything for ya I would go through all this pain, Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby ; But you won't do the same.
No, you won’t do the same,
You wouldn’t do the same,
Ooh, you’ll never do the same,
No

16th OCTOBER 2010

2 important thing happened in life.


first ; its my 19th birthday!

second ; its my engagement day. huh.

thanks tuk sume yg da wish fer my big day. either my engagement or my birthday.

ah aha ah aha

ok ok. raya suda. hari ni kelima. gosh. ini sgt lama dinda tak update.
begitu byk yg berlaku ketika puasa, before raya, ketika raya.

hee agak bahagia sekarang. maklumlah im in open relationship with afnan. 
aha yeah theres my ex. tapi kini sgt syg smpai haha ntahla. asyik msg ta henti henti. cehh.
gosh please marry me with afnan. hahaha n few days before raya, prg pergi terawih, aku pulak kua with nazrin. haha apa lagi meluru laju dgn viva dia. haish. emm maaf. kami kiss.

then hari raya pertama, aku, nazrin, farhana ntah melayang ke mana2 jalan naek kereta pergi makan marry brown, hhaha. org pandang kami mcmorg bercinta. tp hakikatnya tidak. takpelah. ad something nazrin hide from me.

haha tapi bahagia jgk. ad nazrin, ad afnan. dua lelaki yg baik serentak. damnn.
aku syg korg. wei jgn nk men2 hati aku aw
haha and kepada azlan, sahabat baek adinda dr kos physicalscience, ouh kaw terbaek.
paling lucah dan kachak dlm hidup aku. hahahah

and, yg paling bahagia, AZWATI dan FARHANA. it was damn good to see you guys!
mmuah. selamat hari raya! maaf kerna aku terlalu jelita dan comel.

khairul afnan, nana syg kamu! haha lelaki itu di klantan sana, hahah takpelah. 

dah tak laku! bye!

ahahah. itu dia. mmuah. barua sunggoh. haha

dan ini sahabat sy tersayang, wati n fana. 

haish sadis!

  hee uia mates, rindu you guys.

meor

miaw

kiss

alya

zana

k.bib

daus

farok

pcot

fezul hadi

huhu

upin

azlan

rush 

bella!

terbaek dari Centre for Foundation Studies, IIUM

Petaling Jaya.

ruby

awan

put.

aku syg korgg , rindu mahu ov d Mcd Nilai!

hear me cry God.

theres too many things to be told, too many tears to be cried out, too many confusions to be cleared, too many hurts people doesnt know. i wish they will never knew.

hear me cry, God. i've gone lost too than it should.

apa azam baru tuk bulan puasa ni? i need someone to guide me back to the way it is. having those weird feelings really got me down. well im a lil bit worry fer this evening. Mdm Bad will distribute our GPL2 paper. for God sake, i dreamed of it last night, n i failed that paper. Kis n Bella says it wont be that way. selalulnya apa yg kita mimpi akan jadi sebaliknya. Well itu kepercayaan lama lah sayangg. So far, fer both papers yg repeat lulus lagi. Alhamdulillah.

i miss you Ibu. lifes just get so hard without you day by day. Ramadhan tanpa ibu, tanpa abah. ouh how i wish my family know i love them so much. da lama tak lawat kubur Ibu. may you rest in peace Mom. rasa nak menangis, marah, semua ada. kerinduan yang teramat pun ada, kenapa susah sgt nk luah semua ni.

i think no one can understand the feelings that i bear right now. not even you or you. i hate the way it hurts me. i hate the feeling of unstable.lost control, lost..

dah lama tak baca Qur'an. dah lama tak kembali ke jalan Allah. aku perlukan bimbingan.

ya Allah. bantu aku.

sejuk hati melihat semua ni. bantu aku Tuhan. 

haish kaw nak aku ey?haha

si sesungut tu buat status kt fb ; dye single lady..hahhaa


haha lawak. sy single, awak nak ey? kasihan kasihan. hahah da r jumpe betina tuh smlm dpn kfc pj. lawak weyh. awat la smpai tecampak kt cni. haha

tp balek Nilai semalam mmg paling best la weyh. pagitd rase malas gila nak mangun. hee tape. esok ke Nilai lagi. bukak pose di sana. maklumlah transport freeee weeee!!!!




 

Some losers

To men who pretend to be real

To every man that has ever let me down And turned my beautiful smile into a frown To every man that has ever dumped me And tore my heart apart slowly To every man that has ever rejected my affection And told me that I wasn’t the one To every man that has ever made me cry To every man that has ever told me a lie To every man that has ever made me feel like less than a woman I ask you to listen Your shallow heart and endless greed No longer have any effect on me And thank you For setting me free to soar And thank you For making me realize that I am worth so much more So I will leave you with your guilt as company And hopefully one day you’ll think of me And you’ll wonder what could have been for the rest of your life While my happiness will shine as a “real man’s” wife

AND ITS TOTALLY YOU SESUNGUTTT!

YOU ARE A BAD LOSER THAT I'VE HAD !

PUAS HATI AKU !

 

 

HEE terima kaseh kpd norazwatizainalabidin. ini ayat kaw, aku cuma mengaplikasi kan jea. HAHAH muahx biyatch

 

 

 

 

 

ahaha ini la ape yg buat dulu2 besama sesengut. haha

tipu jea.