Showing posts with label Motivation. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Motivation. Show all posts

Saturday, April 2, 2011

kepada betina tudung labuh (ataupun ala-ala)

hey there you kimak bitch!
mmg seswai tuk korg kan kan. pegi mampos la. bace blog aku, so you gonna follow my RULES.
undeniable, tak semua yg duduk UIA ni baik, we already knw that, tak kesah la yg pkai tudung ataw tak.
dosa masing2. itu antara manusia tersebut dgn Tuhan.
aku mmg nk caci maki kaw neh. get ready for eyes. siap tisu cpt2, mane lah tahu, lps ni nak TERNANGES pulak ke. yelahh, alim sangaaaaaatttttttt kan nk suruh org lain tlg tnya alkisah ROOMATE sorg ni kan.
a.k.a, kawan baik akulah. korg ni mulut cam sial gak kan?
mcm haram nak nk ckp kwn baik aku ni buat mcm2, kaw tu yg tak tahu cite, 
tak payah nk buat mulut. aiii takkan lah kalaw dah alim, tak tahu dosa pulak kot. rase mcm suci sgt.
fitnah org neh, lagi besa dari bunoh org. (haa tu kan salah satu dosa besa kt dunia ni)
aku bkn nak becakap hal kebaikan org, ataw buruk org, tapi, as someone yg pandang kaw pkai tudung labuh, n suka berdakwah lebih ni, paham jelah, konon org pndang kaw mcm angel (yucks!)
dah la suka melepak bilik org, kecoh, mulot byk, nyaring, kaw ingat org sukaaa??????????
Kaw tahu tak??? ktorg ni da puas duduk ngadap laki yg cakap2 pasal kaw.
dorg tahu kott korg punya skill nk tunjuk baik dgn pkaian, tapi mulut cam haram
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA  :D
and, dak laki pun senanye nyampah je ngn kaw. tapi yelah, kang klw ckp dpn2, menanges melalak kaw kt tepi AIKOL nnti. saba jelah nyahhhhh.
lepas ni, kaw jgn lagi nk pijak kaki kt bilik dia.
unless, muka kaw mmg tebal mcm badak. susah nk kerat2.
kaw tak pyh la nk menyusahkan Mek Klantan ni suh tnya2 kt kawan baik aku ni eh.
kaw ngade babi sgt nak bace belogggg aku, nah amek kaw, bace yg ni pulak.
entry ni mmg khas utk org yg besekutu dan tudung labuh(atau ala-ala) mcm kaw.
tapi yg betul2 baik tu, takde lah aku nak maki kan. korg mmg baik, and aku respect korg for that.
yg buat aku nk marah ni, yg jenis kaki mulut busuk and tak seda diri cm korg neh, sorok sume dosa. maksiat buruk n busuk korg tu bwh tudung labuh (naseb baik tudung besa) haishhh,.

dah la, ckp hal korg pon buat dosa aku lagi betambah,. hope utk org yg takde kene ngene, amik iktibar sudah. now LOST you madafaka!!

P/S ; AKU TAHU JE NAME KAW SAPE, CUMA AKU TUNGGU KAW DTG JUMPE AKU SENDIRI N BOLEH AKU UPDATE MENDA LAGI BEST LPS NI SAL KAW AND WITH YOUR FULLNAME.

Friday, March 11, 2011

May God bless for the unfortunate victim.

Thank God malaysia is still doing fine so far,
Thanks to YOU god. thanks fer putting us into a very fine situation.
please do bless them all.

and, have i been so in love with Park Jung Su which at first i dont even know about him?
or am i too listen to Shake It Up and fall in love with ryewook's beautiful voice?

Hope to see you soon in SS3, unfortunately, i couldnt afford the ticket. (sad face)

hoping jungsu and all of them are doing okey in Taipei.

Saturday, February 26, 2011

hey you. I need you, buddy.

I cannot put this onto words. But it must have begun when I first saw you. I've known that you'd come and break my heart. A love that doesn't surprise much. A love that doesn't get my heart racing nor break my heart. A love that complains of boredom occasionally. Although this kind of love is ordinary, do you know that I want to experience it? As it makes me hate you when you ignore me. And I don't want to continue, but you already knew that I can't live without you. Because I don't want to burden you, even now I stay by your side with sadness. You want to say some other things, but what if I were to tell you first that I loved you? I wonder what kind of expression you will have then. 




             


aha, selamat pengantin baru yeah!!
moga dpt anak rama-ramai. HEHE

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Monday , 21022011

Went to KLCC with Barbie and Alya which later we wait fer Zul and Hafiz (blanje birthday) to come over
dan tiket NO STRING ATTACHED at 7.20pm burned due to kelewatan Haf. wuu sedeh sy taw!

tapi ttp tgk wyg jgk. hee tp cite laen la,
and this is it. Sanctum.
which in another word, OHMAIIGODDDDDDDDDD, CERITA NI BEST NK MAMPOS!!!!!!


best gilaa wei. tak tahu nk describe cmne lagi
awesome man.
ya allah, talentednya mereka!!

hehe sy suka sume gamba ni.



best



dan best


dan best lagi


dan yg sgt best



dan em yummy kachaknyee, HAHA



dan awesome!



dan pendukung watak. hahaha



si handsome dan jahat , Ioan Gruffud



dan hes my superhero, Richard Roxburgh.



hee dan ini klimaksnya, yg paling hensem dan terbaik 
Rhys Wakefield.

Sumpah sape belum tgk, WAJIBUL tengok!!!!
em ada sape2 nk blanje sy tgk ni lagi tak?
HAHA

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Seriously i mean it. I dont need FRIENDS if they were made to lie. Thank you so much.

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

today and forever.

sex is better than talk,
Talk is what you suffer through so you can get to sex




Monday, January 24, 2011

oh how much I ♥ them!

ehe. oh baby I love youu!!
Nana ;
the craziest
admire you the most
in love with you the most
psycho you the most



aku punya.


aku punya jugak.


aku punyaaaa.


aww. ini hot gilaaaaaaaaaaaa




The Libertines ;)

Sunday, January 23, 2011

keliru?

don't know what I want to be when I grow up

don't know what I'm the best at

don't know what my real purpose is

I just put my life and heart into everything I do

Hopefully that will get me somewhere someday




him.

Monday, January 17, 2011

kisah si perempuan

ok. so i got this one friend.
dia ad gf. tapi tak tahu lah.
gf dia mcm sgt desp.
well paham2 kan.
semua benda if kaw nak kawal.
bkn laki kaw je muak.
ktorg ni yg tertgk kaw pon rasa muak.
haha. tapi takpe.
aku phm. laki kaw hot jgk la kt uia ni.
haha. tp if semua benda pun kaw nk kongsi,
hidup dia mcm da takde privasi.
satu menda aku nasihat,
kesian dia. HAHA
khas buat classmate aku.
lalala.

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Overboard. i really NEED you syg. come back please.

It feels like we've been out at sea,
So back and forth that's how it seems,
And when I want to talk, you say to me
That if it's meant to be, it will be

So crazy is this thing we call love
And now that we've got it we just can't give up
I'm reaching out for you
Got me out here in the water and I

I'm overboard and I need your love, pull me up
I can't swim on my own, it's too much
Feels like I'm drowning without your love
So throw yourself out to me, my lifesaver

Never understood you when you said,
Wanted me to meet you halfway,
I felt like I was doing my part
You kept thinking you're coming up short
It's funny how things change

It's supposed to be some give and take, I know
But you're only taking and not given any more
So what do I do? 'Cause I still love you
You're the only one who can save me.

syg, nape jauh dari nana ):
please im sorry n amek your phone n text me
hee i tak ingat no phone you.

aku perempuan paling nk marah hari ni.

bullshits bullshits bullshits dan bullshits!!!!!
okey, wonder why am i so mad?
sbbny adalah ; SCHOLAR YG DIMASUKKAN KE DLM AKAUN HARUS DIBAYAR KEMBALI!!

Ya Allah, tenangkan hambamuu ini ya Allah.

ok so heres the deal, td barbie called UIA PJ punya finance, tanye sbb ape scholar dia kene tarik balek
uia ckp, scholar tu dorg mmg tersalah bg list name student kt bank.and all those money were a mistake.
arghh KESILAPAN INI MMG TAK BOLEH DITERIMA!!
ape punye mistake korg buat ni uia oiiiiii. Eee mmg mlampaw gila babi tahu tak.
aku tak kesah, aku da pkai sume duet n aku TAKNAK baya balek 1k tu.
if kaw nk balek pun, aku nk buat installment. taknak baya skali gus.
naseb ahh sape suh salah masok ag. fcuk fcuk!!!!!!!!!

huh =.=' penatnya marah.

aha nana mmg degil.

Monday, November 29, 2010

semalam

so semalam i went to KLCC, watching movie alone. [hah da bese da] haha
smpai sane dlm 2.45pm, trus aku g tgk ad muvi ape. hee
Rapunzel ; 2.50pm. Seats ; Few
Ngangkung ; 3.50pm, Seats ; Lots
2 Alam ; kul bape ntah. Taknak amek tahu. HAHA

So, i chose to watch Rapunzel. urghh dpt seat 3rd row from front. Ramai gila org tgk.
esp, kanakkanak la.. cuti sekolah da kan. haha tp takpe, tibai jelah tgk
dgn tangan dgn air dan popcorn, tiba2 ad abg hensem tlg bukak pintu dan bwk kan popcorn aku smpai ke seat, org tgk je. mcm VIP pulak aku, haha
n its paid even duk depan skali. Sbb cerita tu mmg best! Awesome baby.
Mcm nk pegi tgk lagi. lalala. haha tunggu sape nk blanje,
rapunzel from baby til she became a teenanger, PRETTY.
lawak, nk marah sume ad.
Haha then aku tak habes mkn popcorn, with suddenly ad a lil girl ckp kt mak dia -

Cutie  ; mak, ika nk popcorn lagii
Mak  ; da habes da syg. nnt kita beli lagi.
Nana ; adek nk popcorn? kakak tak habes, amek la.  ;)
Mak  ; eh ya Allah teima kaseh.
Nana ; haha takpe. amek je,.

so, kita sebenanye kene la murah hati sket, kita tlg org, len kali org tlg kita pulak kan

ngee

dan lepas tu, beta pergi bertemu seorg sahabat baru di KL Sentral.
aww shes pretty hot. ;)
hope you're doing fine darling.

With love from Melati,
Nana Jelita

Sunday, November 28, 2010

ok so macammacam yg terjadi. urghh

ok lets just talk bout last 2 weeks [15.11.2010] ;

Me, Aref Zackry, and Allia Ammanda went fer a movie watching ; SKYLINE kt Wangsa Walk.
and like i did not expected, that movie such a rubbish fiction. Ntah mane timbulnye alien.
Like aref said ; takde permulaan and pengakhiran cerita.  HAHAHA.
So, lps tgk movie, me n aref hantar Alya to Kl Sentral since she must be in Subang before 7pm,
we were in rush and while then in the car, aref has been a very good Dr Love. HAHA
Dia mmg nasehat Alya kaw-kaw about her love life. thanks to youu lelaki.
Haha hes really a VERY GOOD MOTIVATOR. Lepas balik dari Kl Sentral, aref treat me my
ooh lalala fav ; Mcflurry Oreo. emm sedapp. haha dia blanje pun sbb aku da tongtong duit minyak kete
Myvi hitam ketot dia tu. and dia suka sgt lempang peha gebu sy! damn damn~ lepas tu aref bwk aku
tgk skolah lama dia. HAHA. Selangor International Islamic School, haha unfortunately aref takde ciriciri islamic langsong. blah blah blah.. Then kitorg lalu UIA Gombak,

Nana ; Aref aref jumla masokk. ktew jalan2 tgk!
Aref ; ahh you ingt bole masok dgn u pakai dress pendek nmpak peha?! kalaw pakai selua takpe lagi.

ok, so i get it. nk masok UIA kenelah tutup aurat cik Nana. haish. so, kecundang tak dpt jln2 dlm UIA.
HAHA tp mmg best keluar dgn youuu syg. Though u mmg ske tampa peha i.
Lepas tu Alya called, ckp fcuk fcuk, bpk dia amek lmbt lagi kt Subang. She almost cried, kesian you sygg

thanks guys, rindu nk lepak wit both of you, Nana had such a great time with you guys buddy.



 em itu dia org gila.

 alya syg.



and the next day [16.11.2010] ;
HAHA baru daku teringat sepit rambut bunga tertinggal dlm Myvi Aref.
urgh ok at first dia kata nk bg lepas raya since he wants to send over his car fer services.
tiba2 pukul 3 lbey, he called ckp ; Na i dtg hanta skrg laaa.
pergh aku dah la belum mandi lagi. Mmg rase nk marah. Asyik call suroh cepatt je.
Then he picks me up kt Melati, ktorg g mkn kt nearest Mcd since dua2 tgh starving gila nk mampos.
and ad Mcflurry oreo yg abg Mcd tu letak oreooooo bykkk gilaaaaa!! aww.
then pegi Lrt Gombak, parking kereta makan kt situ. haha buat org len curiga je bedua2an atas kete. haish
so, i went back to Equine Park, Sri Kembangan rumah angah nk raya kan esoknya

 thanks wati darling, kaw mmg buat aku senyum sentiasa (: ily syg
then [17.11.2010] ;
haha rasenye aku tak raya pon. mandi pun lbey kurang 6pm. HAHA
plus tak g mana2 pon, abah n along raya sarawak, kaklang pulak keje.

Lalala.


[18.10.2010] ;
pegi Jusco Setiawangsa. meet kaklang there.Nek Lrt yg sgt tenang sket org.
then we headed to Carrefour Wangsa Maju pulak, ahaha.
dan hari itu, i bought myself 2 new short dress.
ahhh nana mmg sukaaaaa the very short dress with showing off some skin and legs!




so Sabtu [20.10.2010] ;
i texted Aref ckp nk pegi Klcc. borink duk rumah, i asked him to join me,
haha then dia mrajuk, ckp kate nk g tgk Harry Potter dgn i kt Wangsa Walk hari ni.
alolo. then yela2, i said ok and lets go to watch HP.
tp syg sbb tak bole gune student card for discount price, maklumlah tgk hujung mggu.
haha nk pkai student card konon, kad UIA, tp peha putih nmpk sana sini. mmg UIA lah sgtt.
dan lepas tgk, dia membebel mcm org tua ckp kecewa dgn cerita kesygn dia tu. haha
pottt pett pott pett dia membebelbebel. LALALA.And,aref bwk aku g mkn KFC. haha dia blanje, wuhoo.
sedap kenyang perot buncit betaaaa!!
and we drive thru at McD beli Mcfluryy sy. (:
dan dia pun hantar sy kembali pulang ke Melati.


pfft*


sunday [21.11.2010] ;
abg najib bwk pegi makan di Jusco. Lalala lapa wehh.
then we went to Fahrenheit, Uniqlo. makk, they served a very kind of soo gooood clothing. emm
and again that day i owned another two dress.one of them was from Uniqlo. hee~

hee kikilala


[22.11.2010] ;
dan hari isnin i went back to Bukit Antarabngsa, with lots and lots of stuff!!!
sy mmg org nomad. pindah randah selalu. since abah baru sampai dr Srwk, i cooked lunch fer him
hehe nana pandai masak - da bole sgt jadi istri raja neh. emm tak saba nk kawen, sape masok minang, beta terima je, haha

 wktu di Nilai, 1st day shortsem.ehem

dan selasa [23.10.2010] ;
aku baru mgn tdo, dan dapat msg from Putri whch says ; darling, scholar da masok, pegi lah kuakan.
and aku rep, haha lempang laju2 kang. then daku ape lagi suh meor cek, haha bila meor cek sama farok,
haha terbukti benarrrrr,, ad1k lam akaun muamalat.
hari tu jgk aku transfer ke akaun laen.

shes the best in mylife.


dan semua bising on saturday [27.11.2010] ;
waktu maghrib Barbie called me ckp ; NANANANANAAAAAAAAAAAAA duet kis dlm akaun da takde!!
Aku ckp la impossible,. urgh. kementrian mmg jahat, mane bole tarek shcolar org sesuka hati datok nenek diaaa. then aku pun text armi n awan, suh check n transfer duet now. haha
lepas tu awan pon ngamok jgk akaun dia da ksong. kesian sygg aku ni.
takpe, tunggu duet ptptn k darling.

 haha ini mmg penat. dgn sepet dulu, baru lepas balek dr Dragonfly

dan ahad malam whch was last night, Dira text me ckp tak dpt jumpe aku today since Amin nk amek dia kt Sungai Buloh
ok so, Bella n Alya was right, and nana senanye tak kesah pun korg berchinta, janji bahagia n dia jage kamu baek2 sygg,
laki tu cuma satu kesilapan dlm dunia aku. tak tahu sbb apa dia wujud dlm lovelife dyana sharif.

dan hari ni, haha daku plan nk g KLCC tgk movie sorg2. ahhh. best!
tp tak tahu mcm mana plan dgn alya, since sume menda tak jadi hari ni,
HUHU ajak g PJ rabu ni aja, emm dia nk drive, yet still tak tahu ap kptsn alya syg.
n mlm td ruby called me, cerita masalah sdih dia. wish i was there to hug youu syg, em.
ok, aku rindu semua kt Nilai aclty and Pj too.  (:

 lovelove.

 em miss you guys.

dan mlm tadi mimpi zana dtg bilik 316 di PJ, sambil cerita hal poiltiknya. rindu kamuu syg

 zana pott pott ksygn sy!. HAHA

Saturday, November 13, 2010

I'm not a wonder woman, just so you know.

I can't be perfect. But I will always try to make it better and one step closer to the egde.
Yet people still talking about you and me. Ok, nana serik after what happened in Nilai.
Please please people, when you know nothing, its better fer you to just shut the fcuk up.

Motivate me with this ; Always look of what you have left, never look of what you have lost.
But seems thing doesnt goes really well too.
Yeah mmg betul, mulut org kita tak bole nk tutup, tp kalaw org tuh tak busuk hati or dengki,
guess they wont do so.
Hey sumpa aku tak phm, korg pon blaja agama jgk, So, whats the deal?
Tapi buat jgk mende tak baek, Korg mulot pott pett pott pett mcm ayam kampong,
ingat org suka ke?

Ok2. Lets just leave this thing behind.
A great attitude does much more than turn on the lights in our world, it seems to magically connect us to all sorts of serendipitous opportunities that were somehow absent before the change.

Well, to be honest, Im waiting fer your reply. tak tahu kamu akn ckp ape.
Oh and Im sorry, shouldnt have said that kan?



i need somebody to love.

ok the-not-so-desperate nana is searching fer her love. i mean, new love. bkn yg dulu kala. oh boring!
fer sure bkn lelaki UIA. argh cos i've had enuff with them.

dan nana sgt mahu menikmati hidup. i mean, im still YOUNG, FABULOUS and MULUT JAHAT.

so, i need somebody can take me fer who i am. sy suka dia, hehe denga cerita baru lepas clash sama gfnya
oh ok bkn hal aku nk sebok pasal dia maybe..
tp, fer god sake! , dia bekwan dgn lelaki2 yg aku ta sukaaaaa. ohh you i want to fuck you badly.
i mean, REALLY BADDDD!!

haha ok tpu je nk fcuk. saket ok. and aku terus terang nape aku nk kwn ngn dia. i txted him at fb.
ok alya ckp itu mmg gila berani sial nk mampos.
haha  beby, klw aku kene serang dgn machine gun?!! he might hates me forever and EVER!!!!
wish boleh tarik semula msg tu. lalalala.
i want to him better, wish he knows. 

im leaving a-zero-hope on him.


love,
nana yg tak tahu malu.

Friday, November 12, 2010

oh i rindu you allia ammanda

hey beby, i miss you. cant wait to see you dis monday beby.
hee lalala nk tdo bilik kaw nnti [tak tahu malu  nk tdo umah org]
aku da mcm org nomad. pinda randah dlm 1 week neh.





and berat hati sgt nk let go abah to Sarawak tomoro.
well this is my first raya without you dad. em and first raya yg aku takkan pegi lawat kubur ibu,
nnt sape nk tgk ibu wktu raya? wish i cn go back to n.sembilan now and taking care of home
n yeah you arwah ibu. hey nana mntk maaf sgt2. nana da jd anak derhaka selama ni,
nana mmg nk brubah jd baek, ntah la, mcm pintu hati belum terbukak. hee ~


nana rindu khairul afnan, lets just take it im not in love with afnan, but,
someone dat look exctly my ex boyfriend! he used to be in Nilai.
n by now, ta tahu dia di mana. and dia sekutu dgn segerombolan lelaki yg aku rase - ohmigosh, ihateyou guys-

and yeah aku rindu ruby jgk. currently, shes still in Nilai n aku asyik nanges rindu kt dia.
hey, aku bkn lesbian, aku normal, cuma nafsu terhadap perempuan tu ttp ada.
and yeah, aku n alya mmg nk jumpe oh-so-look-afnan guy. we saw him dkt Nilai the other day.

haha ok, nk teman abah shopping. nk mandi bersih2 dahulu,!!
waiting fer heaven to bring me up.

lovelove from equine park.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

hear me cry God.

theres too many things to be told, too many tears to be cried out, too many confusions to be cleared, too many hurts people doesnt know. i wish they will never knew.

hear me cry, God. i've gone lost too than it should.

apa azam baru tuk bulan puasa ni? i need someone to guide me back to the way it is. having those weird feelings really got me down. well im a lil bit worry fer this evening. Mdm Bad will distribute our GPL2 paper. for God sake, i dreamed of it last night, n i failed that paper. Kis n Bella says it wont be that way. selalulnya apa yg kita mimpi akan jadi sebaliknya. Well itu kepercayaan lama lah sayangg. So far, fer both papers yg repeat lulus lagi. Alhamdulillah.

i miss you Ibu. lifes just get so hard without you day by day. Ramadhan tanpa ibu, tanpa abah. ouh how i wish my family know i love them so much. da lama tak lawat kubur Ibu. may you rest in peace Mom. rasa nak menangis, marah, semua ada. kerinduan yang teramat pun ada, kenapa susah sgt nk luah semua ni.

i think no one can understand the feelings that i bear right now. not even you or you. i hate the way it hurts me. i hate the feeling of unstable.lost control, lost..

dah lama tak baca Qur'an. dah lama tak kembali ke jalan Allah. aku perlukan bimbingan.

ya Allah. bantu aku.







sejuk hati melihat semua ni. bantu aku Tuhan. 

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

....................................................................





................................study week..............................

criminal law

contract law (repeat) AHA


btq. damn

Monday, July 19, 2010

distortion.

guess this would be so many meaning. lets take a look fer the 1st one, it means A CHANGE FOR THE WORSE. in another word, deformation. does people change fer good or they change fer worse? well thats will up to the person itself. if he/she decided fer good, Alhamdulillah i would say. but, as we look deeper into reality,
most of them were changing fer worse. me too. AHA (: but, theres always a line limit that help us to go beyond.
so, nana, BERJAGA-JAGA.

on to the next one ; the act of distorting something so it seems to mean something it was not intended to mean. dalam kata lain ; overrefinement, straining, torture and twisting. Ohh-kay, that were lots! in reality, evrything is mean to be meant. true. sangatlah menipu kalaw ada manusia buat jahat, tapi berkata dia tiada niat untuk melakukan demikian. n what was that? indirect intention? ouh FCUK you!

last one ; the mistake of misrepresenting the facts. because of MISREPRESENTING lah terjadinya fitnah, gossips, rumours, maki hamun etc. when i say this, faham-faham jelah.

sebenarnya, distortion ini ditujukan untuk kawan saya,. kamu. yeah kamu. si jahat!